Alhamdulillah, life is getting better now. may be am started to fit in to my new life now.. Alhamdulillah.. Hope Baba tak baca bende alah ni, sbb dia je tak tau aku ni tak keje dengan company lama hihi… fair if i say am waiting for an offer .. hope i can get the offer, as it is one of Umi’s dream.. in life, i only chase my dream of my parents, because making them happy is my ultimate happiness.. of cos never forget about my hub’s dream too..which is to have many kids…*pengsan* hahahahaha…

Remember when i said Allah closed one door because He wants to open another few doors for me? .. Allahuakbar.. HE is soo amazing.. There is no such power that is more powerful than Him.. Allahuakbar is only way i can describe.. HE IS INDEED SO GREAT! In my last entry , titled : We Meet Again, i did share about how excited i was to meet my long lost brother and sisters… and this time.. i wanna share how great i feel to meet my longgggggggggggggesssssssssssstttt lost girlfriends … .. Indah kawan kawan!!!!!!! *lompat lompat*

A bit about my girlfrends.. we met each other when we were 11-12 years old.. all of us, moved to school SR Dato’ Hashim which situated in Pengkalan Chepa, Kelantan, because we followed our parents who moved job too that time.. If Nana, she was originally from Muar, Johor.Her dad who was a police officer , was transferred to PC. Me, my dad also was transferred to KB as a District Officer in Bachok, and we lived in PC.. Tini.. her dad also was transferred to KB, who was previously stationed in Terengganu.. and she lived besides my cousin’s house in KB. and for Mihah, the LONDONER heheh came back home to Malaysia when her parents not sure dad or mom, finished their PHD. 🙂

What brought us together is our language..hahaha… we spoke same kelantanese, but Real Malay hahahhaa.. we did speak kelate, but a bit i guess… heheh.. but surely, because we were not originally from SRDH since standard 1, we were kinda an “outsider” ..hahah.. .. Nana was the earliest to be in that school among three of us.. haha.. aku yang kedua.. org pertama yang aku faham bahasa, ialah NANA… hahahahaha peace nana.. Dia yg pandai berbahasa kelantan, berbanding aku.. yg tak faham sepatah haram ni… she was kinda my translator..hahaha.. dia la selamatkan aku dari menyebut perkataan-perkataan yang kurang baik yang diajar oleh boys yang nakal nakal… hehehhe.. masa tu we were 9-10 yrs old..hehee.. since then aku rasa selamat dengan Nana..and since then aku kawan dgn Nana.. and whereever Nana go i will be there too.. hahahaha… we were in the same class until we standard 6 kan… HEART NANA..hahaha..

we met Mihah and Tini when we were in standard 6..i have no idea how we rapat other than the language, but we always together and we were so close that we have our own nick name… BAB, BIB, BOB, BEB… cute.. even it was only a year old friendship… we fren fren by HEART… allahuakbar, susah nak describe how beautiful it was ..but am sure only 4 of us faham apa yang aku rasa skang.. hehe

ok.. now come back to my story, Allah, brought us back together, after i resigned from my company.. indah sgt kawan kawan.. rindu sgt pada mereka ini.. we never care who we are, what we re doing, we just wanna be together, and share whatever we have.. we support each other like nobody can .. only 4 of us dah cukup..

Alhamdulillah, such friendship really close to my heart.. i used to be scared when i knew i was about to lose 3 of them after UPSR..where everybody went to different schools.. i was scared and missed them so much that i always look at their pic..i in fact kept in touch, by writing letters to NANA.. then time flies and everybody was everywhere …hehhe scattered around… hehehe…

Alhamdulillah with all the technologies, we managed to get back together.. Mihah is now a successful doctor.. Nana is a successful public figure.. a singer cum tv host cum announcer/dj/hoswife.. Tini a successful businesswomen from Terengganu.. Alhamdulillah… Allahurabbi.. Allah temukan kami diwaktu kami memerlukan each other.. Mihah has just undergone some minor operation.. me faced some “hiccups” and yes, both of us need support, and Allah brought all of us close again…Alhamdulillah…

We all so surprise with the strong feeling that we have.. we never feel any changes despite how successful everyone is.. we still stay as childish as we were, as open as we were , as pure as we were in having and valuing our friendship…Thank you Allah for opening a door to a beautiful friendship ever ….

Indeeed, i called this FRIENDSHIP BY HEARTs.. a.k.a SISTERHOOD TILL DEATH! insyaAllah .


“Oh Allah, i love three of them Samihah, Nurul Hana and Hartini.. They are my sisters truely my sisters.. they love me unconditionally, and Allah i beg you to love them too.. strengthen our love which we based to you.. Guide us , protect us .. forgive all of our Sins.. ameen”



Till then i see you.


Inner and outer beauty

Alhamdulillah, today i managed to stay at home.. with my two princesses. Aula not well today.. Aalaa’ too.. Aalaa’ not so serious though, saja nak help mummy look after her younger sister. Alhamdulillah, while jaga, Aalaa’ was happily doing her math at home, and English too..not from mommy from the TV shows hahaha ;p 

So what for mummy? apa lagi lepak la with the girls.. Lunch? haha buat apa susah, order aja, no water, no cook laaa :p (in other word, LAZY) wahahha..gitu .. actually not lazy, tp i am not good at cooking.. at all..huhuhu.. so ya.order sahaja hehee.. 

Alhamdulillah, yesterday i managed to finish some work for my office. InsyaAllah we will be joining some  tender u see.. so paper work semua kena ada.. as an “admin” officer, i just help little little things.. example, documentation.. hahahaha..itu je aku buat kau..senang.. macam senang babe, tp it takes whole day jugak laa.. actually today got some more to do, but my “Boss” asked me to stay at home rest… cool kan? bahahaha…rest apa, jaga anak ni penat ni ahhaha..

Since “boss” asked me to rest, i apa lagi, i put my mask on lah!!!! hahha, u know being a women in her 30’s haha, beauty is always the issue.. well am not that pretty though but at least i want to be pretty for my hubby and kids and those around me kan.. what is my definition of pretty? hmmm for me more to enuf to look just good, neat and clean.. 🙂 

i never in my life apply anything other than cleanser and moisturizer .. mask apa tah lagi? vitamin E? noway! hahaha..night cream? well use to apply it, tp i can tell you 3 times aje pakai wahahaha…but again, am in my 30’s, wrinkles will come out and such dead cells skin tu , sure will make u look soooooooooooooooo old..hahaha.. am scared of old? no am not, but my hubby wud be freaking out bahaha..seriously.. if we asked the husbands, wud u run if i look old? haha surely la he wud say “never, i will be always be by ur side, alwaysss darling”… hahah, tp enjoy gak tgk pompuan cantik tepi jalan kan? tipu la if they dont say ” eh eh cantik nya dia tu ” if they dont say pon, surely will at least, a whisper somewhere in his heart haha..they are man ! ahaha created as they are haha.. but please never blame them.. so to have their eyes on us! ONLY us, the wife… we have to do something girls! cewahh… hahaa

first, since i have extra time, i apply mask.. what is this mask for? hmm to get rid of the dead cell? to repair any skin cells on ur face? to get rid of some dirts? the stubborn one eh blackhead white head colorful head .. heheh… i used to buy mask, the white one, from korea,, seriously i never feel my face is clean hahaha..  dah la my kids semua run away when i have mask on my face haha, macam hantu ! they will run like chicken all over and scream ” hohmigod daddy ghost ghost ghost!” what the? hahahah.. seriously scary, if apply such mask, i pon takut hahaha



so what i used is egg white.. yes traditional!!!! EGG WHITE darls.. EGG WHITE hahahaha…busukkan? of cos, it smells no good! ahahahaahah.. but i am not so good at u know separate those white and yellow egg by myself haha.. i used yg mmg dah siap.. i found this online.. why i love this because, it is traditional… and it is transparent, no white no black no green or other color.. its colorless odorless.. ada sikit je wangi dia.. hehe.. so the kids wont runaway from me again.. haha.. at least i can be with them while am doing my “facial” hihii… alhamdulillah.. i love this kind of product because it works wonders on me! blackheads white heads can easily be removed .. alhamdulillah, after u remove the mask, u can apply VITAMIN E.. oh yeah wiaam pakai vitamin e wahahha.. alhamdulillah i rasa sgt clean my face.. cukup to let my hubby see my clean face when he gets back nnt petang :p  

Imagebut i am happy to stress here, as much as we care about our outer beauty, i would like to remind my sisters that inner beauty is the most important..the beauty that we can see on our face comes from the inner side. if our heart is pretty , we will be a pretty muslimah too insyaAllah.

Wudhuk is one of my “cleanser” since i was in school. Since i got my period. Being far from my family since small, having a very limited pocket money which i used for my tuition fees and some food and drink, forced me to only have a very cheap cleanser. hehe..i used very little at a time. a bottle of cleanser which normally will last a mnth, i make sure i used it more than amonth ahhaha.. sikit je i guna, the rest i cuci my face with wudhuk ..

After a while, i can see wudhuk is not enuf. i have to combine with sincerity and honesty. Once u have that in ur heart plus ur wudhuk 5 times a day.. plus ur cleanser once a day.. InsyaAllah, you will not have a skin problem, and heart problem too.. 🙂 

apapon, to conclude my entry.. which obviously am running out of idea by now, everybody is pretty on their own u see.. i can tell you that..u guys , yeah , u who are reading this.. believe me you are damn pretty.. serious.. why ? because i know you guys by my heart and i know u guys have good hearts.. Alhamdulillah.. happy weekend guys.. senyum senyum selalu , smile always , when you smile, smile with your heart, and trust me that kind of smile is it makes people around u smile too!aww..

Till then, i see you insyaAllah